I was really feeling the pressure of having to expose myself on camera. The closer I got to shooting, the more I became nervous and uncertain that this is what I wanted to do. Luckily, I was given more time to think about this. I was unable to shoot due to a double booking in the studio. I was a little disappointed at first, but this gives me a lot more time to think about it. It’s scary. And I’m not sure I’m ready to show my self to anyone. However, I rebooked the studio for next week. If I don’t feel up to it, I can always cancel.